All is fine

December 30, 2025 Tuesday, 09 Rajab 1447 H / December 30, 2025, 19:25 WIB

 Try to express thoughts through writing, first time trying to write at night, before waiting for the Isha prayer to be established. This afternoon the author forgot what date it was, a week ago the author's watch was just repaired, SKMEI serial 1688, I don't know how it started, the analog needle didn't move, the author tried to ask a relative who happened to be going to the market to repair it, if I'm not mistaken at the end of the market near the gold shop, there are men repairing watches, and this shop is the only one the author knows. But unfortunately the watch still works for the digital only, the analog one should just have the engine replaced, said the repairman. It's a shame if I have to replace the engine, this is the first watch the author bought, the model is also good, the price is affordable so I like it even more. The black watch with solid material, don't know why it went crazy, when I looked at the date, it was Wednesday, December 31, 2025, and if that was true, it should be New Year's Eve tonight. Luckily, the author's mother said that today was the 30th and the correct one was Tuesday, so now it looks like the clock is starting to go crazy. Leaving the clock that the author had corrected the time, so it's no longer crazy when asked what time it is. Because previously not only was the date wrong, the clock was also 1 hour too fast. Luckily, seeing the time is no longer difficult, there are many choices of clocks that can be used as a reference, try looking in the front room, there must be a clock installed, entering the mosque there is also a clock that can be used as a reference. If we talk about wrong time, it's normal, there's no need to worry if it's a little wrong, humans are prone to error and forget. Even the slightest mistake and error for some people can become material for overthinking, spreading here and there into a lot of worry. Even excessive worry is not a loss if it is thrown away. It's okay to feel worried, as long as it's not excessive, but if your worries are piling up, it's time for us to tidy up again. Still remembering one of the prayers that is often read, some debuhiders may have memorized اللهم إنى أعوذبك من الهم و الحزن و أعوذبك العز و God bless you الرجال Meaning: "O Allah, I seek refuge in You from confusion and sadness, and I seek refuge in You from weakness and laziness and I seek refuge in You from cowardice and stinginess and I seek refuge in You from being entangled in debt and the control of others that leads to destruction" This prayer is one of the prayers to seek refuge from the nature of worry, confusion and sadness, because these traits make us increasingly unable to develop. Excessive worry about something that we do not know for sure or not makes us pessimistic, so that our room for movement becomes narrow. There is also truth that what makes us not develop actually comes from ourselves who are narrowed by excessive worry. Worry about something that has not happened yet, such as in facing the year 2026, what needs to be worried about is not the future, focus on what is happening today, the events of today. The author often sees other people's WhatsApp statuses dividing control into two circles: the circle of control we can control, and the circle of control we cannot. Between the control space we cannot control, such as next year, and other people's responses to us, if we think too much about what we cannot control, the best way is to not worry about it. In other words, let it go. Furthermore, in facing tomorrow, we must be optimistic and empty ourselves of pessimism and open our hearts to the achievements that have been passed.